you said it

but who meant it.


(stress)

dreamy dreams

I had a dream I killed a bee and then awhile later it was alive, so I guess I never really killed it like I thought I did.


This record is perfection:



Sometimes I think of nights like tonight and really wish I could just lay on my couch listening to records forever. Just listening.

Went to class and now I'm real curious about the levels between loneliness and solitude.

staying up

im staying up because i cant sleep. reasons are there, a sick friend. hoping they can feel okay tomorrow. thanks to some strangers. a story i told that i couldnt tell right. i couldnt really explain. how good the blueberries tasted that day. how chilly it is tonight. how apologetic people can be for no real reason, other than that they are just sorry. very sorry. taught for the first time and i just feel a knowing - something certain that says ive found "a calling" i really dont know what a day might whisper but im listening and interested and im here, waiting.

so

I forgot to pick you up the bread you wanted.
I forgot to pick you up.


Honestly,

the size of your hands keeps my eyelids dry
awake and stumbling through dreams

I turned on to

everything else.

cords

Out there in the water there are people splashing, some are drowning, but the others are just splashing, letting you know that they're okay, that they're out there.

thanks for it

I can hear it all opening up to the fine tune of the first tune of tomorrow.


I like that feeling when something just feels RIGHT. I don't concern myself with what it is made of, the finer details. "Everyday stuff"

I wrote a poem while dreaming a few days ago,

if only I could hold on.